Had wanted to finish college life quiet this last week. Enjoy it the best period of his youthful days. But this fact is a kind of expect a day if you can have time to rest, then the real fun should go to the night before just beginning, has been two or three o'clock high into the wee hours. Every day the programs are arranged around! Diba, songs, bar Michael from ANGER FACE to today, to that new dance Love hh Colorado, Heineken, Carlsberg Bo, Budweiser, red squear, Chivas times we seem to drink any brand of wine, the wine is really the same kind of life the most wonderful thing, got to the floating halo, danced Feng Kuang, Maybe we are with our youth to release, burning our last passion!
fact, I like to drink, but do not drink. treat it as a treat. the whole four years of college is nothing but a drunk but also because of the feelings of the (until now to think of it also makes me a dull pain, feel the injury was the first real feeling for the first time felt the infinite sense of loss)! not so much because there is enough for me to vent drinker. but because most of what I faced when I definitely was a rational person. I can go to control my own indulgence. But in the face of emotional things that I became another person, most a pure emotional person! a love for me is so easy, but their loved ones get a true love is so so hard! let me go to like a person who easy, but I easily fell in love with a man is not allowed!
friends say things that let me deal with the feelings of the mess, too many things to make the decision lightly! in the end I felt a complete failure. Nana is gone, I did not cry, my tears I said a crowd had only the future will no longer shed tears for any woman. I have some friends that no one flavor, too cold, and how she casually say though tears of sorrow but did not leave so many days has been swollen eyes, sore. with every day went out to play late into the night, both mentally and physically I felt that I would collapse.
I do not will hesitate to wander again, the road ahead is full of variables, full of rugged. I just want themselves to face, because I am a just and their loved ones with the sweet, but she does not want the same people who were suffering. There is a love called to let go, to end in college, when all love is all over. maybe I really have changed it, the feelings of the things to look very pale, but me and my friends will come together for a while best, no regrets youth mm our college life.
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